Saturday, January 19, 2008

the steadfast love of my King

Your Steadfast Love

Your steadfast love extends to the heavens
Your faithfulness reaches to the clouds
Your righteousness is like majestic mountains
And your wisdom like the depths of the sea
And you come to me

Filling my heat with your loving kindness
I find my peace in the shadow of your wings
I eat my fill from the abundance of your household
And I drink from the streams of rejoicing

You are my king

今天是我在杭州的最后一天,Thank You Father for bringing me thru this journey, thank You for Your steadfast love =)

新加坡见!

Friday, January 18, 2008

翅膀

《翅膀》
同样的机场 不同世界
同样的咖啡 不同味觉
同样的我和我 都少了一些
看飞机划过天空 不见了

用你给我的翅膀飞 我懂这不是伤悲
再高都不会累 我们都说好了
用你给我的翅膀飞 我感觉己够安慰
乌云也不再多 我们也不为谁掉眼泪

空气中藏着 你的香味
回忆里躲着 你的眼泪
最后拥抱的温暖还有一些
我拖着行李往前一直走

看一看回忆
是云朵 一朵朵的飘过
若想要回头 就无法翱翔

一直很想跟你分享这首歌。相信大家都熟悉这首歌吧?每次听到这首歌时,我都觉得很有“感觉”,因为歌词中一些部分,很贴近我的所经历的,也很符合我的处境,比如说,机场、飞机、行李,还有这句话,“用你给我的翅膀飞,飞到再高都不会累”。每次听到这句时,我都觉得很受鼓舞,感觉我就好像用你们(在新加坡的你们)给我的翅膀飞,让我飞到多远,飞得多高,都不会累。而的确,在这里的五个月时间里,谢谢你们所给我的翅膀,你们的鼓励,你们的问候,你们的微笑,你们的关怀,你们的想念,还有我的教会你们的祷告,让我更有信心、更有勇气去翱翔。。。
飞了那么长的时间,看到了白云,当然也碰见了乌云,遇过晴天也有雨天,偶尔有打雷闪电,但总算雨过天晴了!
后天我就要回家了,那时会真的“飞”,(会用SIA的翅膀飞,哈哈!)我想这次的飞,应该会和当初离开新加坡非常不一样吧。因为这次是要回家,不会像当初飞来时那么伤感,真的很期待能够飞回你们的身边。这次的飞,我会带着在中国杭州所经历的一切、所给我的“翅膀”回去的,虽然我不知道我回去后会需要去面对、去适应什么,因为不知道新加坡的一切是否变了?特别是教会,我是不是已跟教会的人疏远?会不会变得很陌生?因为我们毕竟5个月没见面了。这是我“回家的心情”中最为矛盾的心情。。。的确很矛盾。我这几天也一直为这件事祷告,希望我能快快适应吧。回去后一定要跟大家好好联络感情!

还有,这首歌《翅膀》也要献给棣嵩的。。很可惜无法在新加坡和你见面,知道你已经回伦敦去了,这五个月的时间,谢谢你这个“同一条船上的人”所给我的鼓励!对不起,我会“先上岸”,但我们还是会在同一片天空底下!继续加油好吗?

And my dear grace! Thanks for being so jian1 chi2 to read my blog even though its most of the time in Chinese! So I’m typing English for u now! haha..this song is for you too! know u’re leaving 2 weeks after I get back =( ,that’s super fast can, gonna miss u badly! But I know u’re very thankful for a chance like this, gonna be a great experience for you! you will miss home a lot, and tt’s okie de, but dun worry, we’ll be praying for u, and I noe u are a strong gal, u’ll fly high high de! =)

And to all, here some are details about my flight back to singapore..i’m flying this Sunday, flight number is SQ 831, touching down at 7.25pm, will not know the terminal until few hours before the flight..yup. taking off at 1.50pm at Shanghai Pudong Airport (provided there’s no delay cuz the weather quite bad recently), but need to set off from school at 6am, cuz the bus journey from hangzhou to shanghai needs 3-4 hours, then plus lunch, plus check in, plus allowance for any delay along the way..so yup, though its early, but its better to play safe!! We all dun want to miss the flight! Yeap, its jus the day after tmr! The day i’ve been waiting for! So.. See you guys really soon! =)

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

pics for last day of exams!

hi hi people! i'm back from beijing! the trip was very fun, jus that it was really really cold!!! hands and feet were so numb that i dun feel they belong to me at all! but it was a great experience..will put up pics for u guys to see when i have enough time! for now, these are the pics i took at the ZUCC treat and party world! =)





耿老师 中国哲学精粹老师 she's the best teacher in ZUCC, young n pretty, and really good at teaching! she's my fav teacher too!


the one on my right (wearing dark grey shirt) is 王明光老师 ,taught us news writing..he's a funny guy..the one on my left is the head of the department for the film n media studies facutly, 张梦新老师, he din teach us, so not really close with him, but becuz he's sitting beside wang laoshi so include him in the pic lor..hehe..


eh, haha, this one not teacher, she's karen, from the next class..i find her very pretty..we got talk lah, but not very close.. but can tell that she's a nice gal, and have really good fashion sense!

this's me n alex, my class de, good fren of mine


yeap, this is party world! super grand right?


jiahui, duanhui, xuan, me and our dear ban1 zhang3 kehong...

me n jiahui

anyway, its snowing in hangzhou!!!! haha. cold but cool! =)

Friday, January 11, 2008

ZUCC treat and party world!

yesterday we had dinner at the big restaurant i mentioned..but the food was a bit disappointing la..and plus, all the teachers were there so most of the time we were taking pics with them (so din eat much), and taking pics with one another, cuz soon all of us will be going separate ways le! thank God for all my classmates and friends, esp my darling xuan/duanhui and jiahui =) . took a lot of pics, wanted to post it here de, but jus couldn't upload any of them! guess got to post them up after i come back from beijing..hope blogger works better then...
after the dinner, we went back to hostel to have a good rest, and then we headed to Party world! rmb the hu2 bin1 lu4 that i shared with all last time? yeap, party world is around that area..anyway, party world is SOOO grand lah, the whole place like hotel liddat! the sound system also very good, much much better than Kbox and party world in singapore! and the buffet is delicious, the toilets are very clean too..haha..had a great time singing with my frens! took pics too, will post them up some other time too!
going beijing tmr, coming back on tues night (the flight's at 8 plus pm, so guess should be around 11 pm when we reach hangzhou)..never been to beijing so feeling very excited!! =) yeap. tonight need to slp early as well, got to wake up at 5am!
will blog after i come back! take care people!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Finally!!

alrights! my exams are finally over!!!!!! wohoo!!! super thrilled!!!!
have been working hard for 4 months plus, especially during the past 3 or 4 weeks, so now its finally "phew" for me! really thank God for bringing me thru! but a prob comes, i have only 10 days left in china (including the 4 days in beijing), but i've got so many to do! things which i hasn't really done for the past few months, things like shopping and sightseeing! and i have to fork out some time for packing as well! so many things to pack, hope i have enough kilos to spare, even though i preparing to send one big parcel back by sea, but there's still like sooooo many things..but well, i'll be happily packing!..cuz waited for these days for so long le!!! ahhhh! haha. yea,i told yueting n huishan i'll go crazy after my exams, and i did!! my frens and i were like screaming in our hostel la! haha =)
anyway, ZUCC giving us a treat tonight, at a big big restaurant in our campus..the restaurant is public de, jus using our sch campus...and the food is REALLY nice..we (all 33 singapore students) went there to have our christmas celebration cum gift exchange, and me, duan n xuan went there again on the first of jan..yeap. will post pics for u all to see again!!! then probably after the dinner tonight (depends on the time), we might be going party world to sing Karaoke overnight!!!! haha. yea, its time for some great fun!! =)

Monday, December 31, 2007

2007年的最后一天

Today is the last day of 2007! 时间过得真快!明天就是1月1日了,在国外跨年的感觉很奇怪,不会特别兴奋,因为正在预备考试,但明天还是会跟朋友去大吃一顿,庆祝新的一年的到来!一月份的到来,也代表着,我离回家只有20天的时间。有一点点小兴奋。非常期待!=)

不知2008年会是怎么样的一年,毕业之后不知道我前面的路该怎么走,真的求主引领!但我知道,在新的一年,主还是会依然地保守和看顾着我们的。。。

12月31日也是ah gong的生日。
前几天,我的同学靖平的公公去世了,他已赶回新加坡,不回来了,考试会在新加坡考。靖平跟他的公公感情非常好,所以突然去世的消息对他来说是个不小的打击。现在不知道他在新加坡的情况如何。。。看着他,我也想起我的ah gong,ah gong 已经离开我们6年了。那时我才13岁,真的很可惜,我好希望他现在还在,让我有机会好好地孝顺他,也有机会跟他培养感情,就像我和ah ma一样。没关系,到了天堂还可以见面的!您在天堂一定很开心吧!=) Happy birthday ah gong!!

也在这里提前祝大家新年蒙恩!!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Blessed Christmas! 圣诞蒙恩!

To my family (爸爸/妈妈/姐姐/荣顺,ahma, uncles, aunties, cousins, God bro Issac), my Church brothers and sisters, and all my friends back in Singapore, 雪薇在这里(杭州)祝大家
圣诞蒙恩, BLESSED CHRISTMAS!=)

And of course, I wanna wish my dear Jesus a very Blessed Birthday! =)

Here is a song which I like a lot, it reminded me that Christmas is not all about gifts and parties, but about Jesus, who was born into this world for our sake…Yeap, we are the reason!

We are the Reason
As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We are the reason
That He gave His life
We are the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live